Human Evolution

I believe a path to human illumination is a conscious development each and every human must undertake. It is the next step in human evolution. I believe that we are at the cutting edge of a new human renaissance. We need to start using the full capacity of our minds, so that we can start living in a better world.

However, it can only be the individual’s choice. Every human being has that potential. This is the potential of “God”. We can be one with “God” in his kingdom of “Zion” if we find inner peace. The inner peace is a pure human soul without selfishness, vanity & corruption. If every homo sapien sapien is striped to our stem cell, we would be free from the illusions of human disparity that leads to hatred and war. At our conception and at our death, we are equals. Sometimes my mind likes to think that I am different or better than others but I am not, I am the same. If I meditate I can free myself from my physical human condition. I can become all and one with the frequencies of existence. I am one. I am love. I am God. You are god. We are god. We are one. We are love. Human beings are one spirit, one race, one consciousness. Our destiny is dependent on one another. Every single life matters and is equally important. We need to start respecting ourselves, our bodies, our minds, & our spirits. Once we do this we need to start respecting our fellow woman and man. Another person’s downward spiral should be seen as a personal failure. The future of humans’ is in our own hands, meaning YOUR hands, OUR hands.

Some people don’t get it; they seek greed, fame, and materialistic objects. People get pessimistic and say that human’s are scumbags and will just destroy this planet and one another. Some say there is no point in trying to make a difference. I’ve heard the argument that there really is no true reason to be good, over evil. I know a lot of people who are very apathetic. They do not care and are just going with the flow. People could just be gluttonous and consume whatever makes them feel good in the moment and not to be concerned about the consequences. I don’t know why you shouldn’t be hedonistic. I just know deep down in my soul, that there is such a thing as light, purpose, & some concept that could be defined as “God”. I believe the world and life is absolutely amazing. There are struggles and there are some ugly aspects, but the universe (multiverse) is indescribably amazing. All the words, pictures, equations will never scratch the surface of infinity. It’s mind blowing.

The only reason I am writing this is because my ego makes me believe that what I say should be important to others. I care a lot, and it gets me upset when others are indifferent. I believe people should know this knowledge, and live by it. I hope my ideas can spread and become one so that everyone can have this one common consciousness, which would be one encompassing “super ego”. This means to evolve toward positivity and the faith of peace, love, and harmony and against chaos, pain, and suffering that humans can cause others or Earth. We were created in God’s image. The human potential is infinite. The human imagination is infinite. We created the image of God. The fact that we can imagine infinity is proof. One of my personal goals is to reach nirvana. But deep down I don’t want to reach nirvana or illumination for me, I want to reach it for everyone. We need to be conscious of our actions instead of unconscious. We have millions of unconscious thoughts everyday that we never acknowledge. We need to start using more of our brains. We are unaware of our surroundings and the crap being force fed into our minds. The human mind is not feeble by any sense and should reject some of the fallacy/bullshit that we are expected to blindly follow. Always be skeptical and challenge belief systems, including these ideas.  


wrote this at the end of the semester on a napkin while working in the deli at school. What boredom will do. Thought I’d share.

Michael Jordan, Ego, & Greatness

Every human being is just organic matter and star dust. The mind creates an artificial construct called the “ego”, which is your sense of self. It is your identity. Some may argue that having too big of this “ego” makes you arrogant and that one should try and obtain a sense of living free of the ego on a path to, let me say, enlightenment. Now I am a bit torn on this subject as I have written before about a goal to a gain a collective human consciousness without selfish identity. However, as a human being that happens to inhabit this planet , I understand just how important the “ego” really is.

I became most aware of this recently after watching Michael Jordan’s Hall of Fame Speech. Jordan does come across as arrogant in his speech. He speaks of all the naysayers in his career, actually he kind of rips them apart. But these are the people who gave him drive and passion to be the greatest. Jordan after all is considered (arguably) the greatest basketball player of all time, and possibly one of the greatest athletes to ever walk this earth. He not only achieved greatness on the court by means of championships, but as an executive who started his own shoe line and as a man who is very well respected, may I say he does not have many black marks publically toward his record. Jordan wanted and strove to be the best. He wanted to carry his team and be better than any other player in the world. He said in his speech (paraphrasing) “There is no I in team, but there is an I in Win”. This “I” is the ego and this “I” is what drove Jordan to such success. Because human s are inherently born with this ego, humans are also inherently born with this same potential for greatness, like Jordan.  

So my words of advice are to not let go of your ego. I struggle sometimes with confidence and can even get depressed about it. Things don’t always go my way and I have had a lot of failures and blown opportunities. In order to prevail in this difficult, difficult, dog eats dog world one must retain their sense of identity, who you are, what you believe in your heart, and who you want to be. Only the self can creates a successful future, which is limitless in potential. This does not mean it is ok to be disrespectful and not conscious of others. The self must take care of itself first. If one’s goal is to help others, they must take care of themselves physically, mentally, and spiritually to have the best success at doing so. It’s a strong sense of character to show humility, but this humility can be a part of the ego. Every day we are making new neurological connections through our experiences that affect what our personality will be. To think we are helpless to the forces of the universe, it is nonsense; no matter how over whelming life can be sometimes. While greatness is just word that is subjective to the user, it does exist and Michael Jordan is living proof.

To be a planet existing in the desolate nothing of the vast cosmic desert; formerly graced by rays that travel at the speed of light, now falling out into the dark shadows of nonentity.

To be a once living organism whose soul purpose was to exist and find meaning, now a corpse, decomposing.  Its essence now transposed through roots to give life force to a single beautiful flower, on a single tree, in an infinite mundane forest; layered by countless, identical, different waves crashing against each other, generating a chaotic ocean that rings a harmonious monotony.  Its organic materials are dried up, even synthesized to cure diseases, drive away stress, to keep a mind focused, to give euphoria, ecstasy, cancer, addiction & death.

To live is to deal with suicidal thoughts screaming in your inner minds eardrum, It becomes the souls fire, rage, and passion,  A monster living in a nightmare cannot be awoken. A beast will never quite give up, struggling, trying to stay afloat, swimming, souring, flying.  The poetic rants of a self therapeutic consciousness, The burden of love, struggle for pure knowledge of the spirit, I am the devil, the fallen one, the one who said “Let there be Light”, I am god who struggles infinitely with the sin, evil, pain that was my creation.

New Blog

About a month ago in college I realized the importance of writing narratives. There were times were I wouldn’t be able to interact with friends because the thoughts in my head were just firing away. If I tried expressing them to friends they either would not come out the right way, or they might respond satirical or just would not care. As a human being who is very conscious of my soul & emotions I need a means to express myself. If I bottle up my feelings it does not feel right to me. My thoughts were being expressed on an invisble natitive/medium/canvas in my head & I realized if I brought them to physical existence maybe there would be some sense of gratification.

Now I am not amazing at English, actually speaking and putting sentences together is one of the hardest things for me. I don’t know the biggest words and sometimes words cannot express how I feel, maybe why I like visual art.I am a messy person and might not know if I am getting my point across the most efficient way. I do not care about followers, I just care that I continue to write and in the process get better at it.

I have always liked art and found it came natural to me. I am an art minor in college and my grandparents brought me up by taking me to museums and art workshops. My grandparents have been very influential to me and are both authors. I never though of myself as a writer, until I got home from college and was going through old notebooks and folders while I was cleaning my room. I realized I have always been writing my thoughts, poetry, or freestyles. It was not always good or happy, but I was still writing and that meant something to me. I realized recently too that I can just write forever, thoughts seem to just flow sometimes out of my head. I get busy/lazy sometimes so hopefully I can keep up the blog to my satisfaction. When you get to know me you will realize that I am a very very open person.

Overall my goal of this blog is to express the deepest parts of my essence, while hopefully spreading words of wisdom, peace, love, knowledge, emotions and the qualities i deem worthwhile.